Fairy tale

Have you ever made a sacrifice? Your own well being for something or someone? Well...i did...for someone.... and that someone made me do what i never thought about, brought me down on my keens on a hard cold rugged floor , in an empty room, feeling like a stranger in my own house, nothing looks familiar, i am trying but cant recognize anything, flashes of images hurl in front of me, a face with eyes i cant describe, surrounded by a light, almost unbearable , forbidden to watch but ready to take that chance to be the last .... yes its her..
Have you ever noticed that you care too much for a person or a friend ? Little by little u get attached to him/her, spend a lot of time together , and suddenly u have some feelings , out of nowhere but you don't know what to do.... would you just risk the friendship for something more? but you can't manage your feelings they haunt you every minute of every hour, every hour of every day and so on and so on .You get agitated around her cause you want her to know , to know you better, to hold her hand, to hold her body close to yours , to kiss her soft satin lips , feeling her closer makes your heart go berserk, you can't breathe, you can't move, you can't speak ,u ask yourself "is this a dream?" ...you open your eyes and theres nothing in front of you, shes already gone, only her scent from the perfume she worn remains in the cold dark room.....
So i ask you :"have you ever felt unconditional love?" i have , and when all your hopes and dreams fall apart bit by bit and in the end you always remain with a sour taste and your worn out feelings for someone that you might call the one, the one that you would have gave everything and anything to pass all bounds just to see a smile that would just light up the skies.
But we live in the real world....a cruel one that tests us at every corner, every time it can, but we hope one day at least for a hour or for a minute that our dreams might come true...sadly there are no fairy tales....